honesty is a loss art. well now i think about it, might not art isn't the right word. but, just a lost dimension of life. too often people make excuses of the "why" or "how" or "what" that has stopped them from what they believe to be success.
the only reason i feel confident in saying this is because I do this all too frequently. I build excuse on top of excuse like a house of cards. one change in the wind and every lie tumbles down.
over the last few month bozwell+lily has become a burden. a good burden. a scary burden. but a burden all the same. and the weight of this burden is heavy on my heart.
i think many times what i look for is the grand. the big. the overwhelming.
things that will become a quick, tangible success.
i want all of those things, and i want them to happen fast.
but slowing down and being present for the process is much more rewarding than the destination.
it is also why i started this business. I have always wanted to do something out of love. not something that would be an unwanted burden.
so today i refocus
today I ignore the why, how + what that is holding me back,
but the why, how + whatthat drives my journey.